Day when i start blogging again

Hi all, i’m starting to blog again because i find life very regretful but meaningful also. It’s a very hard description of how i feel. Anyway, today, i was with my friend when i saw 3 boys walking together, and older one who is a teenager, a younger one seems to be a primary kid and a young boy maybe around primary 1. He’s older brother was using hokkien vulgur and i was thinking if the older is like that, the younger siblings are sure to learn from him. I started to think about my older brother. At the thought of him, scolding me when i use vulgur, scolding me when i do things wrong and silly stuffs. The way he teach me. I think although i might not be very close to him but he’s another man that taught me about life. Another man that taught me to speak good english, not to use vulgur, told me how useless ah bengs can be. Anyway, today, is the day i take my english examination paper for the rest of my life. 13 years i learnt english and now it ends forever. So does my chinese. Regretted not treasuring time speaking and learning both subject properly. Oh well, i guess i will do well in both. Up next is to focus on EOA, CPA, Maths and Science and my lifetime is all going to be on handswork.

Oh ya, this morning my sister left me a paper saying good luck and never to give up as she was once a technical student but now going to be a poly graduate. kk. I stopped here for now. I want to find the meaning of life and the up and downs of life too.

Goodbye,

Defcon.

~ by justthelightanddarkness on September 5, 2007.